Heartbreak Warfare

17 Jan

Anger and jealousy are two difficult things to get over. It’s hard to let go, and be able to say they’re completely gone. Forgiving isn’t so much the problem as it is forgetting. Those feelings linger to make you feel like you haven’t truly forgiven. I’m doing my best.

Maybe I’m just terrified of letting go, not knowing where that will take me. Terrified of getting blamed for everything again. Terrified that it will be the last time we ever speak. Maybe I’m just holding myself back. Maybe I don’t have anything to be scared of, really. But I’m not brave enough to find out yet.

I need to focus on all the really great things currently going on in my life and forget about this. It too shall pass.

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